i had a dream about the frontrunner last night.
i love riding it so much and it is going to open up in orem on december 1st of this year! i'm so excited to be able to get on and see my dad whenever i want. or go spend the day in salt lake.
i miss salt lake a lot.
i love it's history.
and charm.
i hope for better days.
not that today isn't great, but it's better to hope for better, than for worse, right?
i think that makes sense.
right?
right.
i have made a lot of mistakes in my life.
just like everybody else.
i have made a lot of mistakes even this week.
i think that's why i surround myself with such honest, forgiving people.
i need them to tell me when i'm being dumb, and i need them to excuse it and realize that i'm not that bad of a person.
which they do.
i think.
sigh...
i hope i'm not wrong about that.
i just looked up what train dreams mean.
"To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life's journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction. Alternatively, the dream means that you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will work out in the end."
i think it's right on both accounts.
but that doesn't mean that i'm not scared.
actually, i don't think i've ever been more scared in my
whole
entire
life.